No Biological Baby… Now What?

No Biological Baby… Now What?

NOTE: This is my last exhale on social media about this issue. It’s just too fresh right now and I need time to process it all. But pretty much, this video explains what I truly felt. Like I said here, I’ve never been called by motherhood even in my...
New Year. New Start.

New Year. New Start.

I’ve always been a fan of New Year. It just feels great to be reminded of a much needed reboot especially if the year prior has been hard. 2019 was a challenge I didn’t expect. I thought I’d have that perfect “happy ending”… live...
The Neighbor’s Garden

The Neighbor’s Garden

I always come across the quote, “Comparison is the thief of joy.” And it’s true. The more we look at other people’s seemingly amazing lives, the more we feel disadvantaged. And now with social media, we instantly fall into the trap of believing...
Tears Of Hope

Tears Of Hope

My phone alerted me today while at work. An email from my medical team. GULP. This, to me, literally feels like waiting for a court verdict. Is it death penalty or am I acquitted to keep living? I take an Arimidex pill daily along with a monthly Zoladex injection in...
Letter To My 40 Year Old Self

Letter To My 40 Year Old Self

My Dear Jaymee, No words can express how proud I am of you for reaching 40 years with your body parts still complete, sanity still somehow intact and fighting spirit still strong. I remember those dark days during your cancer journey where you wondered if you’ll...